My Low Self Esteem Signs Are Plenty...
I have many symptoms of low self esteem, unfortunately, including these...
I hate having all the attention on me because I automatically think I'll make a fool of myself.
When I see pictures of my friends online, in the yearbook, or see them in person I get jealous because I think they look so much better than me.
I always think I'm ugly and don't believe people when they compliment me because its so rare and it makes me think they just want something from me. I never really know how to show how I'm feeling. So the one time I had a boyfriend I really loved, he left me because he thought I didn't really love him and couldn't show that I did.
I'm constantly getting mad over the smallest things, like if my friends make a joke about something I don't find funny; and I'm always tired.
I never really sleep anymore at night because I lay awake thinking about how much I wish I could be more outgoing but know I can't
I shy away from people my age or older because I feel like I'm not good enough to be around anyone other than young kids who don't know how to hate yet.
I tried to get a guy's attention, to be friends with him, but I had to go through a friend of his to send him notes. And I couldn't bring myself to put my name on them so I signed them "a friend", but when I finally told him it was me he didn't seem to care.