Beauty and Low Self Esteem

by Lonely Girl
(New York, USA)

Success And Good Looks Get You Nowhere...

I'm successful in sales, bought my own home on my own and turn plenty of guys heads when I enter a room but I feel so ugly and unloved on the inside.

I'm 31 and never been married. I'm independent and don't need anyone to take care of me but deep down that's all I ever wanted.

No matter how far I come I always come up short.

Everyone around me comments on what a great girl I am but I feel so alone and empty. Most of the guys I've dated spend more time worrying about my finding someone better than they pay attention to me. They take advantage of my success and throw it in my face.

I don't have many girlfriends because they are jealous of me for my looks and my easy going nature and the fact that guys notice me.

I find myself constantly apologizing for my success, my looks, my interests, my goals and dreams.

I have nothing to look forward to except for this lonely empty feeling...

At work I have great relationships with customers, but personally its a disaster.

I'm sick of my life.